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8月28日 Once upon a midnight drearyHalloo everyone and summer....
Well, it has been an interesting summer to say the least. I spent most of the summer working on finishing up my paramedic certificate through the Purser Paramedic Program. 1 month before I'd be done with the program I made the decision that I am not ready to be a medic. I don't feel that I am old enough to make the many decisions that must be made. And no maturity does not have anything to do with this. I was also lacking much needed experience and was beginning to burn out. I was absolutely hating EMS. Now that I have been out for 2 weeks, I'm starting to enjoy EMS again...finally!!! After telling my parents and medic director that I wasn't ready, there was this HUGE weight lifted off of my shoulders and I am happier right now than I have been in over 4 months!!! YAY for ME! Now to get out of Connell. I am going to start applying for jobs in Tri-Cities and see where that gets me. I will have completed all the requirements for my BS in Paramedic except one frosh class...Astronomy, ikky! So far no regrets as to my decision. Now if only my parents would quit telling me that they are disappointed in my decision. This was the biggest and hardest decision that I have had to do in my life! I figure in 4 or 5 years I might actually be ready to be a medic, then I'll reapply and hopefully make it through successfully. And in a couple of years I might get back into my law days. I did a ride along with the PD the other week and realized how much I missed those days. Oh to have them back. But then again, that was my only life. The highschool life what was that. I missed all the dances, games and all other fun events that the school had on weekends. WHY DID I DO THAT??? I dunno. Now after having 3 years off I am ready to return. Watch out baby here I come!
Lets see here, what else is new in my life. Umm, a whole lot of NOTHING! I move back in with the parents, but that was as soon as spring quarter was over, but I never spent any time here. Still no guys in my life, but there are a couple prospects. I think I am turning into a girly girl now, I haven't quite figured out if that is a good or bad thing. I am cooking...isn't this the guys job...cleaning, cut my hair semi short with some layers, and highlighted it with several different colors. Discoverd from the highlights that I would look like crap as a blonde. I'm even doing my nails and keeping them long for once in my life. Even dressing girly. What is wrong with me. I know, I haven't really fought any fires this year to remind me how much I like to get down and dirty! Unless you walk away from a fire with suit on your face, it ain't no dang fire!
Anyhoo, I think this is about it for now. So Peace out...~Smooch~
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